Well, it was at least over a year ago when before leaving for the States I posted a long and weary deviant journal entry, but alas! Powers that be prevented me from posting it as I pressed the button to send my figure of speechly naked thoughts to the omnipresent eyes of the Internet, my Internet cut on me. And the text sprung from my brain was erased and gone forever. Since then I really haven't come back here, my interests have gone from one to the other and ultimately whatever self confidence I used to have dissipated and I didn't want do anything anymore.

I've had one grand idea since as far as visual arts go, one painting I want to make and create, but still haven't mustered up the courage to do so, out of the fear of failing miserably at it. Self confidence issues, BUT me and my guitar friend parted ways, or well mostly he and decided for some unbeknownst reason to me not ever to contact me despite my several attempts to reach him. Not much of a friend then, eh? Who knows. New bonds were made, I moved to the capital area of Finland and am struggling for money. Well, not too badly anyway. Became proper friends with an acquaintance...and well, he is really good friend and he sparked my interest for music again, and art and ummm, bunch of things. He is a true friend. I'm still also wanting to write a story I've had in my head for quite some time know, I'll end up writing a novel...

We have fun, and as proof I present to you the first song we ever made....well, maybe the song part is a bit loosely given, but it's fun! Well, at least for us to make, proper songs will of course ensue, but treading lightly is a good way to start

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Hello Deviantart community! I'm back...ish.